My dear loveöy ilia,
like all days in last year ,I am far away from you and you are growing up so fast while I can not hear you very well or see you passing through all these lovely stages of your life.
Once some days ago I saw a dream,about you,I saw that you are much older and after some years I get the chance to come and see you ,I was amazed to see how big you became and I was all the time repeating how handsome you are .
By the way let me tell you a story about yourself,maybe in future you enjoy reading your own activities and your own words.
last week you went to grandma and told her : ` do you see that I kept the fire fighting car and did not damage it? then can I ask you to do me a favour? `
mom replied you yes while she was enjoying the style of your speech waiting to see what you wanna ask her :)
then you continued saying that as you have looked after your toy well,then please buy me a new laptop .
wow just imagine how was our feelings hearing your lovely words ...
miss you so much
I am going to put some picture of your first day in Kindergarder ,like we knew,you were the most naughtiest boy :)


نظرات ()My dearest
It has been long time since I wrote here for you, I have been really busy first with exams in Sweden and now with family and relatives in Iran,and specially with you my love.
These days I am happy and sad at the same time,when I hold you I feel as I love you more,I feel as I will miss you so deeply when I leave you to go to Sweden,it is extremely hard for me to go this time,since you are much lovlier and much more cute than I ever thought , you don't know how much I enjoy watching you and your works,you are extremely naughty ,when you come here exactly an earthquick happens,oh not just once,a very bad one happens,we can not find even one room being safe from you .you bring everything out and make a terrible mess all around the house and I love it ,I love your imaginations,I love every word you say.
let me tell you a story about yourslef,some weeks ago you were sick badly one night, you threw out for several times,when you were going to feel it you started crying and saying : " it is coming it is coming .... " once when you were crying mom said :" don't cry my dear ,you will get well soon .. " while you were crying you answered her : " leave me alone ,I wanna cry for myself " and you won't know how lovely you were when you said so,we both started laughing and adoring you .
Love you so much ,so so much,much more than what you may even imagine.
نظرات ()Sunday was your birth day my dear Ilia,a very special day and one of the most important day of my life ,not only me but for everyone in our family,
this year I was not with you ,so I celebrated this holy day with relatives in Sweden .No matter where I might be ,I will always celeberate this day because I am so happy and wanna share this happiness with others and let everyone know that GOD has given us a very special gift from heaven .
My love,my dear ilia alwayas know that aaali loves you very much and I am missing you so much these days.
Here is the cake of your birthday that I baked with Afsaneh ,actually she baked it :)
Love you so much and wish you the best in your life .

نظرات ()And do not exchange the covenant of Allah for a small price. Indeed, what is with Allah is best for you, if only you could know.
وَلاَ تَشْتَرُواْ بِعَهْدِ اللَّهِ ثَمَنًا قَلِیلاً إِنَّمَا عِندَ اللَّهِ هُوَ خَیْرٌ لَّکُمْ إِن کُنتُمْ تَعْلَمُونَ
Whatever you have will end, but what Allah has is lasting. And We will surely give those who were patient their reward according to the best of what they used to do
مَا عِندَکُمْ یَنفَدُ وَمَا عِندَ اللَّهِ بَاقٍ وَلَنَجْزِیَنَّ الَّذِینَ صَبَرُواْ أَجْرَهُم بِأَحْسَنِ مَا کَانُواْ یَعْمَلُونَ
Whoever does righteousness, whether male or female, while he is a believer - We will surely cause him to live a good life, and We will surely give them their reward [in the Hereafter] according to the best of what they used to do.
مَنْ عَمِلَ صَالِحًا مِّن ذَکَرٍ أَوْ أُنثَى وَهُوَ مُؤْمِنٌ فَلَنُحْیِیَنَّهُ حَیَاةً طَیِّبَةً وَلَنَجْزِیَنَّهُمْ أَجْرَهُم بِأَحْسَنِ مَا کَانُواْ یَعْمَلُونَ
So when you recite the Qur'an, [first] seek refuge in Allah from Satan, the expelled [from His mercy].
فَإِذَا قَرَأْتَ الْقُرْآنَ فَاسْتَعِذْ بِاللَّهِ مِنَ الشَّیْطَانِ الرَّجِیمِ
Indeed, there is for him no authority over those who have believed and rely upon their Lord.
إِنَّهُ لَیْسَ لَهُ سُلْطَانٌ عَلَى الَّذِینَ آمَنُواْ وَعَلَى رَبِّهِمْ یَتَوَکَّلُونَ
His authority is only over those who take him as an ally and those who through him associate others with Allah .
إِنَّمَا سُلْطَانُهُ عَلَى الَّذِینَ یَتَوَلَّوْنَهُ وَالَّذِینَ هُم بِهِ مُشْرِکُونَ

نظرات ()Wow Such a long time,I have to say * long time,no see *
I am here back again to keep a record of my love's lovely words.unfortunately ,I am far from him and can not watch him growing ,I can just hear about him and some times talk to him and see him through the webcam,but he is as naughty as he never stays more than 5 minutes ,he just leaves to go for his plays and new discoveries and movies.Oh by the way his lovely cartoon is Pink Panter .he spends hours watching it over and over again.Ok
here are the examples:
Pompbenzin : kombenzin
Garmame : Sardame
Minibus: NiniBus
Naboud: Nagoud
My dear Ilia ,alwyas know that Aaali loves you very much,never forget that I love you more than words can express.Just God knows how I have been missing you.
aaali Shiva

نظرات ()My dear Ilia
AAli shiva is missing you so much,today I got your new lovely photos via e_mail and I became so much happy that I can not express .
here are your lovely pfotos at the age of 2 years and 5months and 26 days





نظرات ()Dear Ilia
I am here in Sweden and you are there in Iran ,I am sure you don't know how much I have missed you,when I think about you and how I used to kiss you and how you used to call me aalii,tears come in my eyes.
in the air port when you were crying and asking me not to go to sweden for education I felt as a knife is in my heart,a very deep pain,I wished I could stop going and forget all about Education.
my biggest wish is not to see you sad or being far from your family.
miss you so so so much and love you much more than you may even imagine.
نظرات ()Dear Ilia,
Whenever we want to leave you or you wanna leave us your mother tries to make you ready to accept the fact some days sooner,she starts telling you that you wanna go back home or if we are in Ahvaz ,she says : " aali shiva and maman joon and baba Hossein are leaving and going back to Esfahan"
this time your mother is telling you that I am leaving Iran.
She did the same thing yesterday and told you that aali shiva is going to Sweden ,do you know what you replied?
First you said " NO "
and when she said that Aaali has to go you said :" I will go too "
wow ,God ,you wanna come with me, even thinking about it makes me so happy ,imagine what would happen if you could come with me,I would take you to kindergarden everyday and then go to university and take you home when I come back from university then we could both play for a short time or do some sports and then I would teach you how to make yourself busy with your own games or learning or watching TV or looking at your books and at the same time I could study my lessons,
wooooooooowwwwwwwwwww
I love it,wish you could come with me,what a beautiful life it could be.

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